Still Single.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: “The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance.”
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in [...]

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Walk on..

I accept I screwed up.I know my ego wont ever allow me to say this to you. Sorry is such a hard word to say.
But I made no mistake.Because it doesn’t feel wrong.This is what bothers me.I do think it takes two to Tango and when I could not come out in the open and [...]

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Do I have the right to happiness or am I obligated to be right!

I really need to brave up and have that conversation.I think it is long over due.The very thing that I am trying to save by not speaking up, I can now see breaking.Right before me.
What is really scary is that I am ok with it breaking apart.All these years of knowing love and security not [...]

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A wish over 28 little burning lights.

There is more haze than clarity
There is more past than future
There is more fear than security
There is more pain than happiness
There is more disappointment than hope
There is more reason to give up than put up a fight
There is more of an empty laugh than a genuine smile
There is more of broken pieces than I care [...]

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